Counting the cost

“If a man hasn’t discovered something that he will die for, he isn’t fit to live” Martin Luther King, Jr.

The benefit cost ratio takes into account the amount of gain realized by performing a project versus what it costs to execute a project. Costs for those involved in the Civil Rights movement certainly varied. Some paid with their lives. For some the cost of physical abuse left lingering physical injuries. But there were also unseen costs. The abuse left deep emotional scars for many. Many families never or hardly ever spoke of it. There was no counseling services, no recognition of PTSD. Many struggled with alcohol and drug abuse. Listening to the veteran’s of civil rights, it is obvious that they were aware of the possible physical costs. They speak of signing their last wills prior to the Freedom Rides, living with the bombings of their homes and churches, but it is evident that few could realize the emotional cost. Yet with all of it, it is apparent listening to them speak that the cost of living under segregation, living as less than human was greater still.

As we wind down the trip, I am faced with the realization that there is still a long way to go. In many instances it seems like we are fighting the same battles (voting rights, educational opportunities, etc). I spoke in a previous blog about trying to come up with ideas about where I should go from here, well I’ve got my first “to do” list for when I get back. I know it’s merely a starting point. As I contructed the list I had momentary flashes of thought that “I’m only one person”, but in the end, I am the only one for whom I am accountable.

Matthew 10:39 “Whoever finds his life will lose it, and whoever loses his life for my (Jesus’) sake will find it”

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